hi gram, just me, needing someone to talk to, This family has gone through so much since you have been gone, almost like u dont want to be alone and you want us all with you,LOL! Its fallin apart Gram, i know u wouldnt want this, but it seems as though it is! Jason went home to you, please take care of him as you did while he was growing up, he needs you. Show him the right way!There is so much hurt involved, but gram hes happy now, i know you probably kicked him in the ass, but i know in my heart hes happy, you 2 are soooo missed down here, i know you are looking down and wondering why all the chaos always goes along with this family and im sure itll fix itself soon enough, U always said we should stop the bickering, forgive and forget that we only have one family , and you were right, time heals everyones pain, My mom needs you to watch over her Gram.. somehow show her its ok,That it'll Be ok,somehow show aunt clairebell and susan that your ok! Sneak up on uncle david that way there he'll never again tell us theres no such thing and During bud's photoshoots lol! pop ur head in once in a while! he'd think its the coolest thing! and tell jason I love him...tell him we all love him he needs to hear that! and with that said i love you, and i miss you! thanx for the chat i feel better, theres no need to answer me I already know what u'll say! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo JOJO