I'm truly sorry for the tragic loss that you have suffered. I became an angels mommy when I lost my twin girls at 6 mths gestation one year ago (one was stillborn and one survived for just a few hours) due to extreme prematurity. I know that it is a grief unlike no other and only time will truly help to heal your pain. God Bless you and your family and know that Ethan will watch over you now as your special angel.