My sweet boys, I cannot believe it has been 2 weeks since I held you in my arms and had to say goodbye. You were both so handsome. I loved you from the moment that I knew that I was having you and will continue loving you the rest of my life. I never dreamed that I would have to let you go so soon. I have been replaying the day you left over and over in my head and even though people say that it happened for a reason, I can't figure out what that reason is. I know that I probably never will. There are not may things in life that I am certain about, but there are a few. I am certain that mom and I wished for you and wanted you so badly. I am certain that our hearts will be broken forever. I am certain that you were and will always be our sweet angels. And most importantly, I am certain that we will love you forever and ever. I know that you are in a better place and I know that great grandma Jane and mom's nana are taking great care of you until mom and I can be there with you. I hope that you know that you were always wanted and that if I had to do it all over again knowing that we would only get to spend a few precious moments with you, I would choose just that because having you for only a short time was worth not getting to know you at all. Mom and I love you more than I could put into words and although our hearts are broken we will get through this knowing that you are watching over us. We love you sweet babies and we always will. Rest in peace my loves. Love, Mommy and Mom