I remember my first Meholik pigroast, Memorial day weekend 1997..me an Stosh pulled an all-nighter; he entrusted me the "pig guard" to wake him up every hour or so , so we could flip the 250 lb pig(or so it felt),,,and on and on into the night; and the next day.....finally he and I crashing on the front lawn side by side, and lynne giving us pillows and blankeys....and covering us with the kiddy beach tent.... and I remember a crazy roadtrip to Fryeburg Maine, in my ld plymout voyager; up and back in one shot; to get a pig to cook....and I rememeber Stosh trying to teach me how to trim a horse(him a much better teacher than I was a student)...and the horseshows...and the fence mending....and throwing hay with Johnny Sears and his wife and dughters(ugh) and I remember sending you a bigbook and 24 hour coin, thanksgiving 2009 Stosh...and my hope is that in a quiet moment, you had a chance to leaf through it; and in it find some solace and peace and serenity to know - that you were not so unique...and you were not alone my brother...on your journey....and I will miss you but will walk in faith that we will meet again, some sunny day.....your pal, Bedford