Married & Divorced twice and you wanted it a third time...I wish you had found the strength to quit drinking as you had grown in many ways since our first marriage Aug. 14, 1983. I'm glad we could remain friends & I think of you and continue to pray God will grant you forgiveness as you did try to change although your alcoholism prevailed you had many good qualities which I will try to remember most my shuffleboard pro. We are but distant memories of what was, what was hoped for & never to be but I thank you for the part you had IN MY LIFE and wish we had that last Christmas together as you wanted. Sleep well & hope to see you again as you said I was your deepest Love & wish you met me earlier so we could have had children but it made our feelings more powerful because it was that love that kept us in each others lives so even time..distance didn't let it die. God is our Judge so sleep well my love until we see Jesus you'll remain a special part of me...Happy Holidays & Birthday...